I am writing now for fear of forgetting this. At every juncture of someone's life, he has to make a decision about something. Sometimes the decisions are small, sometimes it carries a life changing consequence. I, am caught in the crossroads once again. I know the next few months will be life-changing and in my cauldron of emotions, frustration is what I experienced most during this period. The lack of control and helplessness is inevitable yet frustrating. Perhaps, when I look back at this post in a few months time, I may laugh at my silliness of doubting God's providence.
At the same time, some things were brought to my attention - the helplessness of the oppressed. I do not know if God will call me to the works of restoration but I will be willingly...though unready and unworthy. The uphill task of restoration is beyond my capacity.
Despite being at the crossroads, I want to thank God for everything He has given me. My bf, my family, my friends, the comfort of having freedom and a home. Surely, since we are blessed richly, we too should bless others because of God's love.
